Helpless... I am sick.

I am sick, Pani.
I am failing, Pani.
I am not at my home, Pani.
I am feeling abandoned, Pani.

How many times in a day and at night, I am calling you, Pani?
Not even one of my call is being heard.
I am shattered, Pani.
Sometimes, no, most of the time,
I fail to take care of myself, Pani.
I need you, Pani.

Why did you leave?
Who else need you more than I do?

I am lost, Pani.
This headache is killing me this night.
Heal me, for you already know.
Else,
Pray for me, please.
Please.

Panimalar...