You are going to regret for not being on my side.

Hey, You!
You both!

You are going to regret, for not being on my side.

When I turn out to be what I am with all its enviable greatness and charm one day, you are going to feel guilty for not supporting me, for not being on my side, let alone you listening to the words of those people who didn't even listened to me for a while!

You are going to curse yourself that day when you realise that what all I haven't told you were actually greater than what you even doubt you deserve!
You are going to cry loud at my departure to some other world, hearing what my beautiful peers would say about me and about what you were to me. They are not those people whom you heard of before. Oh forget it, you hardly know about the people who trusted me!
I cannot pity you because you are not somebody else. You are my very existence if only, you realise that.

I cannot discard you like the way you discarded me. I cannot curse you like the way you cursed me. I cannot blackmail you emotionally like the way you did to me multiple times.
I cried a million times at many many nights, but all you saw were me waking up at the noon after watching movies all the night.

You think that I am criminal. I don't even hurt an ant!
You think that I am crooked. I haven't  even learned to tell a perfect lie yet!

All I wanted was to be trusted.
All I wanted was you being on my side discarding the words of those who don't even know me.
All I prayed was for your longer life and not at all mine, just for me to have a little more time to show that your son was not a waste of your energy, love, time, hope and money. Because I have arrived at a point wherein I realised that you don't believe what is not shown. Maybe I don't know to show what is so pure within. I have lost a greater woman bygone times just because I failed to show how much I loved her. I think I lost you too on similar grounds.

Alright! Let me help you recall what your dad, my grandfather, said about me back then. He said that this kid is loyal, and you both heard that so well when I was still a kid sitting beside him on his very bed, while you both were still standing! And his grandson can't be anything lesser than that. It is just that you didn't trust me, and now I feel that you didn't trust your father as well.

Hey, all I asked for were just a little more time. I am just 28 and has lost lots from the times I have had in the past, to a range which you can't even ever imagine. I am not a loser, that is for sure. And you don't trust me, that is also for sure.

All I asked for were just a little more time.