He is going home, to sleep deep.

He is going home, to sleep deeply.
And, as he wakes up, he will be weightless.

He will no longer be holding on to those beautiful fantasies that used to ruin his nights, days and loneliness. As he wakes up, there will no longer be the traces of those characters who loved him and left him before even he could realise! And, he will no longer be able to sense the voices and fragrances of those characters, living and dead, who passively evolved him! And, there will no longer be the ripples of the vibrancy and impulses that reformed him, and that constructed and destructed him, time to time. He will wake up brand new.

He is going back to Him once again, hopefully for the last time, wishing to be healed. He was healed neither by the queen of the mighty woods nor by the queen of the small town. Yet, he was grateful to them all, forgiven them all, though they did no wrong. When he wakes up this time, within him there will be no stories, no characters, no fascinations, no fantasies; and certainly no aura of those pure beings he met, which he imbibed while being with them and kept crypto deep within so as to live when they all leave. But, this time, he will wake up for a lifetime, fresh.

As he wakes up, he is expected to be a new-born kid. But, the kid who lived within him in the bygone times would be no more. But, it is fine. He won't feel his heart heavy anymore, for he will wake up empty, yet fresh...

He is going home, to sleep deeply. He used to try harder to let go of things and people and got tired, but as he wakes up this time, he will forget all those people. He will no longer have to try harder for anything... He would be free of everything and everyone.

He used to wander for months and years thinking how drastically the people who touched his soul changed! But, as he wakes up this time, he himself would become the grand change and an event of changes. Probably, his change would be the best of all those changes he has witnessed and eventually became a victim of! But, as he wakes up, he would not know what changes he has seen in his yesterday's. In fact, he knows not his yesterdays. He will be the brand new!

He is going home, to sleep deeply.
And, as he wakes up this time, he would not be carrying the burden of the sacrifices he has done in the bygone times. He would not be able to feel his pride of having touched, felt, and intertwined with pure souls in his bygone times, though miserably wept all the time as they all left! And, as he wakes up this time, he would not be remembering the promises he made to people, the gratitude he had for people, the time he spent for people. In fact, his time starts as he wakes up.

He used to sleep only when he feels like, yet at any possible place. But, this time, he will allow himself to sleep wherever advised by Him, in whichever time, as an obedient child. Because, this time, he innocently wishes to be free. Thus, he is going home, to sleep deeply.
And, as he wakes up, he will be weightless...

He is smiling now, dreaming of sleeping deeply...!
But, he knows not that as he wakes up this time, he would not be able to dream anymore, would not be able to feel anything anymore. But, it's fine. He just needs to sleep now for a peaceful tomorrow.
And, he is going home, to sleep deeply.
And, as he wakes up, he will be weightless...